Careless wandering (逍遥游)


“In Chuang Tzu’s view, man must be keenly aware of his own existence and not derive himself from others. He must not derive the present from the past or the future, worthiness from worthlessness, boundary from boundlessness, life from death. Only then can he gain freedom from restraints. The philosophy of Chuang Tzu is a philosophy of freedom. It is a philosophy by which life is experienced in endless time and boundless space. To him, the secular life is ‘an order without life’, whereas what he set out to pursue is a ‘life without order’.”

A philosophy worth its salt =)

Daily practice

My daily practice and training is to be more focused, more present, more mindful. When I wash dishes, I wash dishes only. When I read, I read only. When I do household chores, I do household chores only. It seems like the most boring practice in the world to many people but to me it is a most exciting one. I don’t know of a better way to live. I’m tired of being distracted, mindless, unfocused. When I’m focused, I’m happier and more productive and simply more “there”. The ordinary aspects of my life seem less ordinary. The quality of my immediate experience is elevated somehow into something, if not more interesting, then at least much more enjoyable.

Random thoughts

1. The moment you think of doing something, if circumstances allow, do it. Otherwise it’s just gonna become another item on your Procrastination List.

2. Even though my brain likes to convince me that having more choices is better than having fewer choices, the truth is that any choice is probably good enough.

3. There is an inexplicable joy in being utterly focused on doing one thing at a time. #flow

4. There is no right way to blog, but a wrong way to blog would be to be dishonest and to work very hard to boost your own self image. Leave that behind on the social networks.

5. Heaven is here. Hell is not wanting to be here.

Quote of the day:
“Give yourself time to learn something new and good, and cease to be whirled around.”
— Marcus Aurelius

Life apprenticeship

I failed almost every time I got tested this week. I got annoyed when someone spoke to me rudely, almost burst into tears when I thought I’d lose something important, spoke without thinking, got defensive.

When it came down to it, my emotions always got the better of me.

Of course there were moments when I was aware enough to remind myself to practise, but they were often the exceptions rather than the rule.

That’s why I must continue to practise.

Be true

In writing, choosing a hobby, interior decorating, being with others, making art, etc.

Be truly yourself rather than the person you think you’d rather be.

In case you forget who you truly are, take some time to sit or walk in silence.

Take as much time as you need.

The silence will bring you home.